I've made some dumb decisions in my life...as most of us have. Some are unforgivable. We live life according to our ideas and sometimes they're not the smartest choices.
I've been with a few women that it shouldn't have happened. One that stands out to me is a woman I still wish we were together. She's much younger than me but we still have a love for each other. She moved on with her life and I'm glad for her.
The song "Red ragtop" hits home with me because I didn't know she aborted our child. I wasn't prepared to be a father again anyway and she's went on....married with children. We even met for a weekend together contemplating the consequences of us getting back together. We didn't do anything that would ruin her marriage....basically we kissed and cared about each other. I came to the conclusion that it wasn't worth wrecking her marriage just because we cared for each other. I love her with all my heart!
I won't say her name but I want her to know that she never leaves my mind. I guess I'll never stop loving you....psycho! :D