My Big Day

In 3 days it will be 6 months since my Dad passed away. Although I still think of him everyday, at least I don't start crying all the time anymore. The void that left with him will never be filled and I'm learning to deal with it, one day at a time.

I turned 49 years old today. That's old to some of you, young for others. Over the years I've found a lot of good friends and I've been lucky enough to reconnect with many of them using Facebook. Today I was bombarded with great birthday wishes and I tried to respond to each and every one personally. I genuinely care and appreciate the time others put into extending best wishes.

So...I've had a great day cutting up with some of my friends. I even caught a bunch of crap from some who try to drag you down. As weird as it sounds, I'm thankful for them too! They keep me motivated so that I don't let my appearance go to hell. I'm not as handsome as I was at 30, but who the hell is at 49? I'm very comfortable in my own skin.

I've had a great lazy day, just goofing around and not accomplishing any tasks. I even took a nap. Now I'm having a few adult beverages, preparing for the next year of my life. I hope that I can live up to the expectations of everyone who surrounds me. I cherish friendships as well as family. I'm thankful to have so many people who love me, know me...and tolerate me.

Thanks for being there for me. Even the people who barely remember me, you've all affected me in my life. I'm grateful for that! Peace and love, TJ